i'm an incredibly drunk right now..
..i wisht htat, everything wasn't so complicated.. that feelings, were'nt so mixewd up, that things seemed to just work out and that everythign fel t like it would be okay. I wish that, i could jus...
View ArticleI'm shutting this down...
Somehow, i just no longer like writing on here.. i guess, just because something that was once meant to be a keeper of my general thoughts, general actions, turned into something so sad, and negative....
View ArticleOkay.. so maybe i'll keep typing...
Ya know, honestly, the reason i started this up again was cause, it's easier for me to just get on here and write write write. Maybe it's cause i get to dink around with the graphics of the page :P .....
View ArticleSome things i know.....
.. i know that i had a BLAST last night, that it was the most fun i've gotten to have in awhile..... i know that my family thinks i seem happier now, smiling more, nothing weighing me...
View ArticleMy turn...
There are SOOOO many things that i want to say..... that i WANTED to say, when i had the chance.... but i walked away for a reason, and i'm glad that i did, because life isn't always about what i want....
View Articlewhat happened to me...
I used to be the girl, who couldn't carry around enough journals, couldn't scribble the thoughts as fast as they came to me. I used to be the girl, who was ABSORBED in books, who would spend hours...
View ArticleBored... thought i'd give this a try...
God, i hate that it's been so long since I've written anything about my life. Idk, probably because this year wasn't that great... got back together with ex, had everything fall apart, broke up with...
View ArticleI should be sleeping....
I don't know why, but today is just one of those days when i feel like i need to cry. I just need to... i need to bawl to just let a few things out. It's just that i SO BADLY want to figure things out...
View ArticleSome things never change...
Well here I am.. i'm 23 years old, and I am still no step closer to having A CLUE about who I am. It doesn't frighten me really.. it just feels like, maybe i'm supposed to know who I am by now? Maybe...
View ArticleBlah...
I felt like shit earlier today, and now I haven't done anything all day long. Why does it seem SOOO HARD to be motivated now?? I feel like I don't want to live my life sometimes.. I get excited, I get...
View ArticleI finally made it...
I haven't written on here in over two years...WOW. That's just sad, it has to be said. I guess I have written here and there, but not on here. Maybe it's time to move on from "xanga".. it feels very...
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